What to do…

So, the blogging has been quiet since before Christmas.  Partly that’s due to the busy schedule this time of year, we went out of town for a week….but I’m also conflicted.  I feel like I have a lot to share, too much, actually, that it’s hard to focus and decide what to write about.

But I am also conflicted…is this what I am really supposed to be doing?

I’m a little shy about this.  I don’t want anyone to think that I think I know it all.  I am not an expert.  I don’t want anyone thinking I am telling anyone what to do.  On the other hand, I am driven to share, driven to be understood.  At the same time, I have concluded it is almost impossible to communicate who I really am, almost impossible for anyone to really understand who I am.

I do believe that life is full of paradox and conundrum, and really, I am ok with it.

Then, today, I got my first follower.  Actually made me tear up.

So, I think I am going to keep going.

Thanks.  You know who you are 🙂  LOL

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